Understand

I wish you could understand
How much I love you from the depths of my heart

I wish you could understand
How much it hurts deeply for us to be apart

I wish you could understand
How much you truly mean to me

I wish you could understand
That I'm always gonna be yours faithfully

I wish you could understand
That in my eyes you are my whole world

I wish you could understand
I just always wanna only be your girl

I wish you could understand
You are the one and no one can ever compare

I wish you could understand
That no matter what I'll forever be there

I wish you could understand
That I'll forever be devoted and true

I wish you could understand
That til the day I die I'll never hurt you

Always and forever

Being in love is something that is magical
It's something that's not always practical
We made this vow to be devoted to each other
And I will keep that promise to love you forever
You have made such an impression on my life
And I can't wait for the day to become your wife
You are my soulmate and my heart belongs to you
I will forever love you always until my time is through
It's like you're an angel sent that has been from up above
I know it's crazy,but I know I've found my true love
You always say the right things to make me smile
I haven't felt this good about anybody in awhile
You're the reason why I have that sparkle in my eyes
Everyday that I'm with you I get more and more surprised
The moment our eyes met I knew right from the start
That you will always and forever have my heart

With You

The feeling I get from just one kiss
With your arms around me like this
I know that it's love that I feel
My heart knows that this is real
With you I feel safe and sound
True love is what I have found
My life with you has just begun
Even in death my love will go on
I can see it when I look in your eyes
What we have will last forever in life
I know that you feel the same for me
Our love and life is just meant to be
So as we journey this life together
Know that this will always last forever
I love you from the depths of my heart
And to think this is just the start

Mistakes

We all make mistakes in our lives
Some of them can eat us up inside
Regretting the choices that we have made
Wishing to go back and make a change
My biggest mistake was being with you
Letting all your lies and deceptions slip through
I should've known better the first time around
When you stomped my heart into the ground
But I truly believed that I could make it work
For a moment I forgot you were a selfish jerk
My faith and hope for you are now gone
I know now loving you was so wrong
We all learn from our mistakes in the end
I know now not to trust you ever again
Now I have a man who loves me and is true
I'm glad that I made a mistake with you
Even if think you have made a mistake
Don't worry because my heart didn't break
Instead it made me stronger and healed just fine
Now I can truly move on with my life
So now I'll say goodbye and close this book
My heart will never give you a second look

Remembering You

Thinking of you makes me smile
Lately you have been on my mind
Forever you'll be in my heart
Wishing that we didn't fall apart
I'll always be your favorite girl
My best friend in the whole world
I miss you so much why'd you leave
I'm all alone and my eyes still leak
Even though you have been gone
Your memory still lingers on
I'll never understand what happened
Why is it that your life had to end
That hurt the most what I saw
That memory can't be erased at all
I wish I could've helped in some way
Maybe said something to make a change
For weeks after you had taken your life
I couldn't do anything else but cry
Even when you were buried six feet deep
I kept thinking this is all a bad dream
You are still my best friend for always
In my heart is where you will remain
I hope you're watching from from up above
My guardian angel with all of your love
No one will ever know me like you do
Just know that I'll always remember you

Faith

We all have a road to walk on in life
Which way to go is for your heart to decide
I've always believed that things happen for a reason
Just like mother nature and the changing of seasons
Sometimes it seems like nothing ever goes our way
But we have to have hope and need to keep the faith
When we reflect on the past and all that we have done
You can see the pattern that our choices have formed
It's up to us whether we do or whether we don't
Just like the rain maybe it will or maybe it won't
Even at our roughest times that we must face
Everything will be alright if we can just keep the faith

Reminders

Remembering the joy you bring to my life
Is what keeps me from crying all the time

Remembering that your kisses make me melt
Is what keeps me from losing myself

Remembering all the good times we have
Is what keeps me from being so sad

Remembering how I feel just being with you
Is what keeps me from singing the blues

Remembering your deep loving gaze
Is what keeps me strong everyday

Remembering how I feel wrapped in your arms
Is what keeps me safe and keeps me warm

Remembering how I act with just one touch
Is what keeps me missing you so much

Remembering that your love comes from the heart
Is what really keeps me from falling apart

Remembering how you make me weak in the knees
Is what will always keep you in my dreams

Remembering you and all of this wonderful stuff
Is what reminds me everyday that I'm in love

Missing You

This is so hard and I'm missing you so much
I'm missing your love and I'm missing your touch
I miss the way you can make me laugh when I'm down
I miss the silly things you do when you act a clown
I miss your sweetness and I miss your romantic side
I miss that loving look when you gaze into my eyes
I miss the way you speak so loving and soft to me
I miss the way you can caress me so tenderly
I miss the way you kiss me with those sweet lips
I miss the way you make me melt down past my hips
I miss everything about you as you can tell
Being away from you feels like hell
I miss the way we cuddle when we're asleep
Your arms wrapped around me so tight and so deep
I miss you so much you're my whole world
I miss the way you always call me Babygirl
I can go on forever about missing all of this stuff
But most of all I'm missing you and all your love

My Plea

What if I asked God if it's okay for me to die
Would He tell me to just deal with the suffering inside
I want Him to say yes and let my life go
To ease this pain deep within my soul
I want to see the Angels take me from this place
To live in Heaven where I know I will be safe
Ease my pain God, take all this away from me
Let me live with You for all eternity
I want to stay here and listen to Your choirs sing
I want to soar above the Earth with my golden wings
This is my plea God,give my heart some peace
Let my body and mind have it's final sleep
Is it too much to ask You for this little favor
To be able to live in Your Kingdom forever
I know You're thinking that it's not my time yet
But I feel my heart and mind are so tired and spent
So God, if You're listening to the questions I'm asking
please find it in Your heart to answer me and quickly
I'll wait patiently for You to consider my pleas
Until I hear from You I'll keep on going and die in my dreams

Guardian Angel

When you're feeling down and out
Know I'm up here on this cloud
Watching you from up above
Sending you all of my love
I'm here for you with each step
Every time you take a breath
I save you when you need it most
I'm right behind you like a ghost
What ever you do in this life
Know that I'll be by your side
So don't worry or have any fear
Your guardian angel is right here

Feelings

To say that I'm doing okay would be a lie
In fact this is really tearing me up inside
Being here without you is so hard on me
Not able to hear your voice or feel you breathe
It's hard doing this all by myself
I need you here and not locked in some cell
I understand what you were trying to do
Also know that I will always love you
I'm by your side through thick and thin
My love is everlasting and will never end
I need you to know how this makes me feel
I keep wanting this to be a dream but it's real
I'm just so miserable without you here
The thought of losing you is my biggest fear
I know in the end everything will be fine
I'm just letting you know what's on my mind
I love you baby and miss you so much
Your coming home can't come soon enough
Until then I'll be waiting here patiently
I'm with you every night in my dreams

The Only Man

You're the only man I think about day and night
You're the only man who makes me feel right
You're the only man who sends chills down my spine
You're the only man I want or need to call mine
You're the only man I can never refuse
You're the only man who won't make me blue
You're the only man who really makes my day
You're the only man that makes me feel safe
You're the only man who really knows my heart
You're the only man I've loved right from the start
You're the only man I can't get enough of
You're the only man I truly want to love
You're the only man who won't make me cry
You're the only man I want in my life
You're the only man who loves me for me
You're the only man who makes me feel free
You're the only man I can really count on
You're the only man who hasn't done me wrong
You're the only man that I won't let go
You're the only man who has my heart and soul

Your Love

Even though you're away from me you love keeps me strong
It's the only thing that keeps me sane and keeps me going on
Your love lifts my spirits and fills my empty heart
Your love makes me feel needed as it has from the start
Your love I can feel with me like you're protecting me
Your love is so true and pure and it's all that I need
I miss you so much and wish you were here with me now
But I know I'll have to wait and I'll make it through some how
I love you Mike, you are the only love of my life
I know I have to wait patiently to become your wife
Until we're together again and wrapped in your arms
Your love will always keep me safe and keep me warm

Dreams

Sometimes your dreams are all you have to follow
Don't let anyone tell you they're empty and hollow
Your dreams will keep you and your hopes high
Sometimes your dreams are what will keep you alive
Dreams can be what you have while you're asleep
They also can be what you're aspiring to be
Dreams can be joyous,full of love and care
Or they can be sad and become a nightmare
It's okay to let them put your head in the clouds
But also be sure to keep your feet on the ground
Don't let your dreams go right down the drain
Your dreams can do alot even lead you to fame
Don't give up on your dreams they can come true
All you need is to have faith in your heart and in you
It's so amazing what can happen when you believe
So remember to live your life and to live your dreams

Wonderful Things

The way your hot breath dances on my skin
The way your kisses make melt from within
The way that you look deeply into my eyes
The way you make me quiver between my thighs

All of these wonderful things I can feel
Let's me know that your love is for real

The way you can fulfill my deepest desires
The way you set my heart and soul on fire
The way your arms wrap around me tightly
The way you whisper my name so quietly

All these wonderful things you do
Keeps me wanting to forever love you

The way you make me laugh all of the time
The way that you can always make me smile
The way you can make anything happen
The way you that you talk with compassion

All these wonderful things you say
Can always brighten up my dreary day

The way I miss you when you're not around
The way thinking of you makes my heart pound
The way I always dream about you at night
The way being without you doesn't seem right

All these wonderful things I feel in my heart
Let's me know nothing will ever tear us apart

Drinking

Everytime my mom would take a drink
The farther down my heart would sink
She didn't realize what she would do
Or even the pain she put me through
All those nights of drowning in alcohol
Were times my head went through a wall
Asking her to stop was impossible it seemed
She would never listen to my cries and screams
I hoped that she would drink herself to death
I'd sometimes mutter it under my breath
Her drinking seems to make her go insane
She'd take it out on me like I was to blame
I knew in time that she had a disease
Something that can't be cured by vaccine
It's so hard to stand by and watch her drown
But soon enough she will hit the ground
You can't force a drunk to do anything
Unless they are ready and they're willing
That's when she can start living her life solid
When she finally admits to being an alcoholic

True Happiness

Thinking of you makes me smile
I can feel my heart thump inside
I really don't understand it all
But now I'm not afraid to fall
I don't know what you've done to me
You've opened my eyes and made me see
I can't explain what it is I feel
I know inside that this is real
A whole new light shines in my eyes
I'm dreaming of you all of the time
Have I found true happiness in you
I really think so,my heart does too
I feel trust and loyalty in your words
Like I'm soaring in the sky with the birds
I like this, being able to trust
Maybe I've finally found true love
What ever it is keep doing it baby
I like the way you're driving me crazy
You have brought me joy to my heart
And I know that this is just the start
What you're doing is so amazing
I can feel the fire inside me blazing
The true happiness that you bring
Makes me and my heart want to sing
All that you say I truly believe
I just hope you feel the same for me
Know that my words are really true
I think I'm falling in love with you
With you I have no fears at all
You have broke through my wall
You have given me a new found hope
I have no worry of my heart being broke
I now have no worries or sadness
With you I have true happiness

Psychopathic Love

Attention all Juggalos and Juggalettes
Grab your Faygos and let's get wet
Swing your hatchets, Murder Go Round
I'm always gonna be Down With the Clown
Your homies are your family
Even Twiztid and ICP
Rude Boy,JumpSteady,ABK
And Ya Dead Homie by the name of Blaze
Wicked Clowns are in us all
Waiting for the Carnival
Here the rides are much faster
It's all lead by the Ringmaster

Carnival

From Carnival of Carnage to the Wraith
The six Jokers Cards all have their place
The Dark Carnival will soon be shown
For the freaks,carnies,and Juggalos
Faygos,fat bitches,clowns and all
Waiting for us in Shangri-La
Now we must wait our turn to go
Listen to Ringmaster and Great Milenko
Swing your hatchets and paint your face
It's time to go when you see the Wraith
Know that we'll have a ball
Wicked Clowns, we are the Carnival

My Love

We've known each other for a very long time
I'll never be able to get you out of my mind
You have my heart and you always will
Every time we kiss my heart stands still

My love will always and forever be yours
Just like the sky will always have the stars
My heart beats for you and just you only
Without you my life would be so lonely

We may have our differences in so many ways
But my love for you will always be the same
Fate brought us together right from the start
That's why it's hard for us to be so far apart

My love will always and forever be yours
Just like the sky will always have the stars
My heart beats for you and just you only
Without you my life would be so lonely

I treasure every moment of our lives together
I can see our hearts remaining like this forever
I can see it everytime you look into my eyes
That we are soulmates until the end of time

My love will always and forever be yours
Just like the sky will always have the stars
My heart beats for you and just you only
Without you my life would be so lonely

I mean every word that I'm saying to you now
I can't wait for the day to finally take our vows
You're my best friend and my guardian angel
And what we have together is so very special

My love will always and forever be yours
Just like the sky will always have the stars
My heart beats for you and just you only
Without you my life would be so lonely