Feelings

To say that I'm doing okay would be a lie
In fact this is really tearing me up inside
Being here without you is so hard on me
Not able to hear your voice or feel you breathe
It's hard doing this all by myself
I need you here and not locked in some cell
I understand what you were trying to do
Also know that I will always love you
I'm by your side through thick and thin
My love is everlasting and will never end
I need you to know how this makes me feel
I keep wanting this to be a dream but it's real
I'm just so miserable without you here
The thought of losing you is my biggest fear
I know in the end everything will be fine
I'm just letting you know what's on my mind
I love you baby and miss you so much
Your coming home can't come soon enough
Until then I'll be waiting here patiently
I'm with you every night in my dreams