Saturday, August 05, 2006

Always and forever

Being in love is something that is magical
It's something that's not always practical
We made this vow to be devoted to each other
And I will keep that promise to love you forever
You have made such an impression on my life
And I can't wait for the day to become your wife
You are my soulmate and my heart belongs to you
I will forever love you always until my time is through
It's like you're an angel sent that has been from up above
I know it's crazy,but I know I've found my true love
You always say the right things to make me smile
I haven't felt this good about anybody in awhile
You're the reason why I have that sparkle in my eyes
Everyday that I'm with you I get more and more surprised
The moment our eyes met I knew right from the start
That you will always and forever have my heart

With You

The feeling I get from just one kiss
With your arms around me like this
I know that it's love that I feel
My heart knows that this is real
With you I feel safe and sound
True love is what I have found
My life with you has just begun
Even in death my love will go on
I can see it when I look in your eyes
What we have will last forever in life
I know that you feel the same for me
Our love and life is just meant to be
So as we journey this life together
Know that this will always last forever
I love you from the depths of my heart
And to think this is just the start

Mistakes

We all make mistakes in our lives
Some of them can eat us up inside
Regretting the choices that we have made
Wishing to go back and make a change
My biggest mistake was being with you
Letting all your lies and deceptions slip through
I should've known better the first time around
When you stomped my heart into the ground
But I truly believed that I could make it work
For a moment I forgot you were a selfish jerk
My faith and hope for you are now gone
I know now loving you was so wrong
We all learn from our mistakes in the end
I know now not to trust you ever again
Now I have a man who loves me and is true
I'm glad that I made a mistake with you
Even if think you have made a mistake
Don't worry because my heart didn't break
Instead it made me stronger and healed just fine
Now I can truly move on with my life
So now I'll say goodbye and close this book
My heart will never give you a second look

Remembering You

Thinking of you makes me smile
Lately you have been on my mind
Forever you'll be in my heart
Wishing that we didn't fall apart
I'll always be your favorite girl
My best friend in the whole world
I miss you so much why'd you leave
I'm all alone and my eyes still leak
Even though you have been gone
Your memory still lingers on
I'll never understand what happened
Why is it that your life had to end
That hurt the most what I saw
That memory can't be erased at all
I wish I could've helped in some way
Maybe said something to make a change
For weeks after you had taken your life
I couldn't do anything else but cry
Even when you were buried six feet deep
I kept thinking this is all a bad dream
You are still my best friend for always
In my heart is where you will remain
I hope you're watching from from up above
My guardian angel with all of your love
No one will ever know me like you do
Just know that I'll always remember you

Faith

We all have a road to walk on in life
Which way to go is for your heart to decide
I've always believed that things happen for a reason
Just like mother nature and the changing of seasons
Sometimes it seems like nothing ever goes our way
But we have to have hope and need to keep the faith
When we reflect on the past and all that we have done
You can see the pattern that our choices have formed
It's up to us whether we do or whether we don't
Just like the rain maybe it will or maybe it won't
Even at our roughest times that we must face
Everything will be alright if we can just keep the faith

Reminders

Remembering the joy you bring to my life
Is what keeps me from crying all the time

Remembering that your kisses make me melt
Is what keeps me from losing myself

Remembering all the good times we have
Is what keeps me from being so sad

Remembering how I feel just being with you
Is what keeps me from singing the blues

Remembering your deep loving gaze
Is what keeps me strong everyday

Remembering how I feel wrapped in your arms
Is what keeps me safe and keeps me warm

Remembering how I act with just one touch
Is what keeps me missing you so much

Remembering that your love comes from the heart
Is what really keeps me from falling apart

Remembering how you make me weak in the knees
Is what will always keep you in my dreams

Remembering you and all of this wonderful stuff
Is what reminds me everyday that I'm in love

Missing You

This is so hard and I'm missing you so much
I'm missing your love and I'm missing your touch
I miss the way you can make me laugh when I'm down
I miss the silly things you do when you act a clown
I miss your sweetness and I miss your romantic side
I miss that loving look when you gaze into my eyes
I miss the way you speak so loving and soft to me
I miss the way you can caress me so tenderly
I miss the way you kiss me with those sweet lips
I miss the way you make me melt down past my hips
I miss everything about you as you can tell
Being away from you feels like hell
I miss the way we cuddle when we're asleep
Your arms wrapped around me so tight and so deep
I miss you so much you're my whole world
I miss the way you always call me Babygirl
I can go on forever about missing all of this stuff
But most of all I'm missing you and all your love

My Plea

What if I asked God if it's okay for me to die
Would He tell me to just deal with the suffering inside
I want Him to say yes and let my life go
To ease this pain deep within my soul
I want to see the Angels take me from this place
To live in Heaven where I know I will be safe
Ease my pain God, take all this away from me
Let me live with You for all eternity
I want to stay here and listen to Your choirs sing
I want to soar above the Earth with my golden wings
This is my plea God,give my heart some peace
Let my body and mind have it's final sleep
Is it too much to ask You for this little favor
To be able to live in Your Kingdom forever
I know You're thinking that it's not my time yet
But I feel my heart and mind are so tired and spent
So God, if You're listening to the questions I'm asking
please find it in Your heart to answer me and quickly
I'll wait patiently for You to consider my pleas
Until I hear from You I'll keep on going and die in my dreams