Missing You

This is so hard and I'm missing you so much
I'm missing your love and I'm missing your touch
I miss the way you can make me laugh when I'm down
I miss the silly things you do when you act a clown
I miss your sweetness and I miss your romantic side
I miss that loving look when you gaze into my eyes
I miss the way you speak so loving and soft to me
I miss the way you can caress me so tenderly
I miss the way you kiss me with those sweet lips
I miss the way you make me melt down past my hips
I miss everything about you as you can tell
Being away from you feels like hell
I miss the way we cuddle when we're asleep
Your arms wrapped around me so tight and so deep
I miss you so much you're my whole world
I miss the way you always call me Babygirl
I can go on forever about missing all of this stuff
But most of all I'm missing you and all your love

My Plea

What if I asked God if it's okay for me to die
Would He tell me to just deal with the suffering inside
I want Him to say yes and let my life go
To ease this pain deep within my soul
I want to see the Angels take me from this place
To live in Heaven where I know I will be safe
Ease my pain God, take all this away from me
Let me live with You for all eternity
I want to stay here and listen to Your choirs sing
I want to soar above the Earth with my golden wings
This is my plea God,give my heart some peace
Let my body and mind have it's final sleep
Is it too much to ask You for this little favor
To be able to live in Your Kingdom forever
I know You're thinking that it's not my time yet
But I feel my heart and mind are so tired and spent
So God, if You're listening to the questions I'm asking
please find it in Your heart to answer me and quickly
I'll wait patiently for You to consider my pleas
Until I hear from You I'll keep on going and die in my dreams

Guardian Angel

When you're feeling down and out
Know I'm up here on this cloud
Watching you from up above
Sending you all of my love
I'm here for you with each step
Every time you take a breath
I save you when you need it most
I'm right behind you like a ghost
What ever you do in this life
Know that I'll be by your side
So don't worry or have any fear
Your guardian angel is right here

Feelings

To say that I'm doing okay would be a lie
In fact this is really tearing me up inside
Being here without you is so hard on me
Not able to hear your voice or feel you breathe
It's hard doing this all by myself
I need you here and not locked in some cell
I understand what you were trying to do
Also know that I will always love you
I'm by your side through thick and thin
My love is everlasting and will never end
I need you to know how this makes me feel
I keep wanting this to be a dream but it's real
I'm just so miserable without you here
The thought of losing you is my biggest fear
I know in the end everything will be fine
I'm just letting you know what's on my mind
I love you baby and miss you so much
Your coming home can't come soon enough
Until then I'll be waiting here patiently
I'm with you every night in my dreams

The Only Man

You're the only man I think about day and night
You're the only man who makes me feel right
You're the only man who sends chills down my spine
You're the only man I want or need to call mine
You're the only man I can never refuse
You're the only man who won't make me blue
You're the only man who really makes my day
You're the only man that makes me feel safe
You're the only man who really knows my heart
You're the only man I've loved right from the start
You're the only man I can't get enough of
You're the only man I truly want to love
You're the only man who won't make me cry
You're the only man I want in my life
You're the only man who loves me for me
You're the only man who makes me feel free
You're the only man I can really count on
You're the only man who hasn't done me wrong
You're the only man that I won't let go
You're the only man who has my heart and soul

Your Love

Even though you're away from me you love keeps me strong
It's the only thing that keeps me sane and keeps me going on
Your love lifts my spirits and fills my empty heart
Your love makes me feel needed as it has from the start
Your love I can feel with me like you're protecting me
Your love is so true and pure and it's all that I need
I miss you so much and wish you were here with me now
But I know I'll have to wait and I'll make it through some how
I love you Mike, you are the only love of my life
I know I have to wait patiently to become your wife
Until we're together again and wrapped in your arms
Your love will always keep me safe and keep me warm

Dreams

Sometimes your dreams are all you have to follow
Don't let anyone tell you they're empty and hollow
Your dreams will keep you and your hopes high
Sometimes your dreams are what will keep you alive
Dreams can be what you have while you're asleep
They also can be what you're aspiring to be
Dreams can be joyous,full of love and care
Or they can be sad and become a nightmare
It's okay to let them put your head in the clouds
But also be sure to keep your feet on the ground
Don't let your dreams go right down the drain
Your dreams can do alot even lead you to fame
Don't give up on your dreams they can come true
All you need is to have faith in your heart and in you
It's so amazing what can happen when you believe
So remember to live your life and to live your dreams